it's those words.

i know i promised to keep off this blog. but this one is just the last shout out i have before i leave.

best friends.
what does it mean? why does it bug me so much?
I don't know, because I guess, I've never had a best friend before.

Period.

Why? Maybe because I don't deserve one. That's my reason for everything.
It hurts just to hear people say it. It hurts even more when those people are the ones you consider, your bestfriends. Oh how envious can I get? Probably very.
That's just the person I am. I probably have more bad things about me, than good. But that doesn't mean that they're not there.

Who knows, that person will come rolling around sooner or later. I just need to have faith, and appreciate what I have now. "What is in a bestfriend any way but another set of ears?" ( I think that's how it was expressed) But having one, I'm guessing won't be that bad. It's that person you can always run onto, that person who knows you better, even more than yourself. But what if that person is just a close friend, what if there are a lot of people like that to you, is there a point to one?
Because"looking for someone, who doesn't want to be found, will just leave you all alone and sad."

Best is defined as nothing better. There could be nothing better than this friend over here. What if someone was a better friend than your bestfriend, what label do they get?
I don't know, but I don't think this'll cut the Jerry Springer show. Oh well.

Shout out to my homies forever <3 Live. Laugh. FRIENDS.

Ange

ps. Don't pity me because I didn't have a grad X sweater, yes I'm talking about you Deion, who helped out with everything and deserved it ( im not being sarcastic, seriously).